I had changed after having deep thoughts in my cosy well-furnished room. I was sitting on the window edge feeling guilty. I could feel the cold rain hitting me unevenly and i am shaking with fear. Everyone blames me for what i had done and my phone kept ringing and its a nuisance to me. I could not help but to recall the recent incident before i end my life and tears flows down without my knowing. It was a horrible experience and the images appeared on the gloomy sky once again.

Back then, I was a problematic kid and my family always give in to me. I had bright red hair, a habit of tucking out uniform shirt, characters and personality of a typical student. It is almost a daily routine that i got caught for my dyed hair and often sent home, i got a bad record in school. Life goes on even i got suspended and hanging out with the usual lots.

To be continued.