It has been a long time since i blogged. wanted to blog a couple of days ago. but wasnt feeling well. wasnt feeling well since last friday and i decided to keep it from my parents. currently they are unaware of my sickness. its just a matter of time before the secret is revealed. i dun wanna trouble them anymore. this illness is seriously getting in the way.

I took nafa test few days ago, i forgot the date. was dam shagged.
Shuttle run: 9.5 sec (wanted to get a 8, dam it i was retarded)
Sit ups: 42 (aiming for 45)
Standard pull: 4 times (with some help, wanted to get 5)
Sit and reach: 37cm (aiming for 40cm)
Standing broad jump: 215cm (aiming for 230cm)
2.4 run: 15:51 (dam it, bad time to get sick)

Seriously very unhappy about my results. I hope theres a retest on everything again.
Currently lots of thoughts on my mind.

Mtv not done yet. wanted to do on friday & weekends. but sabri and elaine not free. ong wee kiat also not free. left me and selina. wanted to do yesterday night but sabri went mia. smsed him dunno 3-4 times and he didnt reply a single sms. i seriously dunno how to complete the mtv by tuesday or wednesday.

Yesterday went to skool for 2.4 run. temp was 38.4 and i decided to just run as i dun wanna miss the chance to run. met elaine at her house bus stop and hui shan. i was late and elaine went to skool first. hui shan came later and i saw her so went in to skool together. saw elaine they all started running le. then min ning, hui shan, me ran 2 mins after. overtook some ppl and end with 15:51, was dam disappointed. joey got second for 2.4 run. after running went to drink water cooler and i almost finished it lol jk.

I was dam cold after the running and went to rest at the canteen. elaine went home. joey and his fren, junrong, hariza, huishan and me resting at the canteen. took my temp and it was 37.7 getting abit better after the run but i feel worst. after that went to opposite block and slack awhile. went to mac for breakfast and i feel like my bones are dying. after eating went home with huishan taking the same bus. chatted about pri skool days and i found out some ppl in our class are actually from tnps lol. didnt know at all. i was a sprinter during pri skool days and i became a slacker when i reached secondary days. dam reality.

During the weekends i was sleeping like dunno how many donkey hours. woke up today and feel that i almost cant climb up. i'm losing the feeling of my feet and this is bad. I had runny nose, bad headache, coldness, aching all over and feeling my eyes are on fire. whenever i cough, i can feel the pain on my rib cage and i seriously wan it to get cured without letting my family know anything. ice bath did not work for me. maybe i shall put more ice to it, i shall try it again later. hope that i wont collapse tomorrow as i seriously wanna excel in my studies and throw the fcuking results at my aunt's face. she makes my blood boil and i might burn her house someday lol.

And the principle is getting on my nerves. shes trying to put down on the repeat student. dam it i will get As and make u say congrats to me on stage and i might say fcuk u bitch as u happily insult and reprimanded the repeat students. i dun give a dam to wad u say last year but this year its unreasonable. repeat students are afterall students and we give school fees. u dun really have the rights to insult us till like that. seriously. i gonna excel and u gonna say congrats to me. maybe i dun even wan u to talk to me.

About school hair checks. its unreasonable too. they mention hair check one week plus ago and i went to cut my hair SHORT one week ago for the hair check. and they postpone the day of hair check. one week plus my hair sure grow right. and u say my hair is unacceptable. dam u, if u checked one week plus earlier, u'll say my hair is short and nice. and u make the barber cut my hair, which i have no complains. BUT u still ask me to pay. dam it, next time i wait for the barber to come and cut for me, $5 ONLY, should not cut earlier, waste $10. even the barber said my hair so short why need to cut. Mr vanan and Mr silva let me off but U keep repeating my hair is long, U should know WHO i mean.

Oh i'm so pissed with the school hair check. wads with the long fringe? i make an effort to wax up my fringe so that it look short and neat. BUT u still catch me. wads your problem? i know i'm getting rude here but look at the current situation. i dun attempt to run hair check nor make my fringe down to let u catch me. i make every effort to make my hair look short and u should say wow good job. and not fcuking catch my fringe. fringe is for outing after skool and that gives u no rights to cut it when it make my hair looks like no fringe in skool. i'm nerdy in studies as i dun wanna lose out to other ppl, but now u even wan me to have a nerd hair ? omfg, i tuck in my uniform, wear SCHOOL socks, giving no reasons for u all to complain about me and u still wan this way.

Without my fringe, u're screwed cause u do not have anything to catch me and u can only say, wow good student i like it. fcuk u again, i'm seriously very crossed and residents are complaining about our skool students, but its not US right, i dun even do any bad stuffs outside skool, i dun hang out at the opposite blocks and i only go eat my meals and go fren house to study or head home. ahhh i'm so mad about school. i hand up my work, i dun skip school or skip lessons and i'm getting the same treatment as other students. omg this is wtf.

Another thing. who the fcuk make students who are late to stay back in the BOMB SHELTER. god dam it, u know the place is hard to breathe and its stuffy, u sleep inside wake up u sure full of sweat, and its hard to study inside, its so fcuking hot. why not make it in the classrooms? huh huh? why dun u try going in the bomb shelter for a few fcuking hours and try the treatment u're giving to the poor students. i know its wrong of the students to go skool late, but its not always our fault, we're not as rich as u, why dun u try to SQUEEZE yourself early in the morning with other ppl sharing the common public transport. TRY IT. u think early in the morning only us going to skool and other ppl taking taxi to go to their destinations?

One last thing. u conficate our ezlink cards for being late. we went to serve detention and u fcuking left the skool with the cards in the office when no other ppl have keys to unlock it. u made us suffer in the HOLY BOMB SHELTER and u happily went home in your cosy car and forget everything about it. staffs called u, principle called u. finally u answered and u made us wait for 35mins. wow u're uber cool man, u're my idol. and u drive slowly while us, the poor students waited in school till the school gonna close. and u just mentioned a sorry. why dun i make u wait there and i SLOWLY WALK to school from my house and say sorry to u? if u're in rush going home, cant u give the cards to the person in-charge of the HOLY BOMB SHELTER? u're seriously my idol, u know who i mean.

Looks like i mentioned so much bad stuffs about the school but its the fact. i dun care if any of the teachers or principle see this, as all this is the fact and i'm talking sense, i'll make sure i come back to this skool when i graduate and create riots man. so u better treat me well so i wont do that. if u can tell, i'm joking about the last part. since its april fool's day. lol. finally i vent out all my angers. i guess alot of students like me will agree on wad i said. as i said, students like me. i gonna endure till i graduate.

It was silly of me last year to think that secondary life is too short and i started to enjoy every day of skool life. and i really retain as god really grant my wish, to let me enjoy more of the skool life. looks like i made a mistake. if i know the result of repeating sec 3. why dun u try to retain me one more time fcuker ? dam i gonna save ppl who're slacking now. so to motivate myself not to slack and i hope that june holidays almost everyday i need to go to skool so i wont slack off. of course, i gonna join the graduating students to stay back in the evening for self studies with my brother. i gonna get As for the subjects i'm taking so i can just say its not even worth my time in taking the exams. lol hope that it will be chicken this time. regret that i didnt study last year EOY and i almost passed -.- this is so wtf.

Last of all, i'll try to update more often and sry for using such strong language as i need it to vent out all my fcuking angers. i'm all out again when i'm recovered, so watch out school, i gonna become a pure nerd. lol without nerdy hair of course. at first i didnt know wad to blog but it turned out that i blogged so much. well, anger anger. fcuker.