Tedious work, i had been doing over the weeks. Finally, its holiday time. Of course, its not gonna be the same as last year anymore, its gonna be more tedious. I made a vow to myself, promises and challenges. I vow, to prove my aunt wrong, that repeat students, like me, can study. Its just whether, i want to do it or not. Things doesn't affect me, i affect them. I'll make a impact in people's life.

Since i'm having so much stress, everyday that past, was just like a daily routine. I didnt not think much but thinking about striving to better good. After exams, the days are more carefree but of course, i couldn't slack yet.

Last friday, last day of school. Had big breakfast, didnt eat much though. Went over to 4e5 to eat. Best class ever i have in my life. Maybe this year, 3e1 might prove me wrong by making an impact on my life. Who knows? Walked around, saw denise. Had a major conflict recently due to her attitude towards studies. Shall not reveal here unless you ask me in msn & of course, provided i'm available.

Student forum, slept throughout. Class cleaning, alittle irritated by the members of 3e1. Unlike 4e5, they're unmotivated, well, some. There we are, working together as a class, cleaning the tables and chairs like some mad freaks while you guys pretending to clean the stuffs. Worst still, wiping the stuffs we just clean earlier. Awesome, i don't wanna give anymore comment.

Sabri and me got a small cut on our hands, maybe we strained our hands? Still not sure how i got the cut though. The only thing i know is that, the sponge i used, was ripped into so many parts after i put in so much strength to clean my classmate's tables. I didn't even care about my own table. Without them, i see the whole class working together. Even our uniforms got stained by bleach, we're still doing out best. Mr jae worked hard too, unlike some. Arranged the tables and chairs, took our holiday work. The most ridiculous thing is that, why are we working our ass off while you all are sitting down on the chairs and staring into the space ? I don't understand.

The following day, went to take my report book & had parent-meeting session. Some conflict occur on the way there but its ok. Saw some familiar faces and proceed to my class. Dan dan was there, talking to mr jae. Waited awhile before its my turn.

Didnt had any negative comments except for, why i didn't score better. Lets compare my 2006 sec 3 results and 2007 sec 3 results. Mid year results.

2006 Sec 3
English: 41.4% E8
Chinese: 57.5% C5
Maths: 27.4% F9
Science(Bio & Chem): 46.4% D7
Combined Humanities: 50.5% C6
Pure geo: 47.5% D7
Principles of account: 34.2% F9

Total: 304.6 / 700
Percentage: 43.5% / 100%
Class position: 35 / 39
Level position: 187 / 194
L1R4: 33
L1R5: 42
Remarks: ChinSiang is quiet and well-behaved in class. He demonstrates the willingness to help others who are less able.

2007 Sec 3
English: 61% B4
Chinese: 58.3% C5
Maths: 60% B4
Science(Bio & Chem): 64.3% B4
Combined Humanities: 58.4% C5
Pure geo: 85% A1
Principles of account: 69.4% B3
Civics & Moral education: A

Total: 456.4 / 700
Percentage: 65.2% / 100%
Class position: 2 / 36
Level position: 41 / 234
L1R4: 16
L1R5: 21
Remarks: ChinSiang has shown himself to be able to motivate himself to do better. He has shown a tremendous attitude of aiming for the best and following the lesson. This bodes well for his future endeavours.

Actually, the papers i took without adding anything, i did better though. See the differences? This can be marked to serve as a warning to those who have the potential to repeat. So better buck up people, i don't want anyone to drop out of 3e1.

For promises, i promised Selina, Dandan, Jieling, Pamela, Syazwan. To give them help during june holidays, so expect me to online less often during june. If you ask me if i regret repeating one more year in sec 3, i can tell you NO. I would be struggling in sec 4 in that condition and its a suicidal situation. Having more friends in sec 3, however, i felt terribly upset. Seperated from my formal class, losing my precious friends and they gonna graduate this year. That sucks. Anyway to make me graduate with them this year ? I doubt so. Thats my only regret of repeating, i blame no one but myself. Curse me.

As for challenges:

MissTan, my pure geo teacher kind of challenge me. I treat it as a motivation, because of her, i gave no mercy in that subject and of course, never slack off until now. I'm grateful, but you owe me 2 meals cause i won the bet haha.

MrAng, my maths teacher. Thanks for helping me with so much tests that made me almost gone crazy but it was the most effective way to do better. From an F9 to a B4 ! I reached my target finally. I'll work hard.

MrJae, my english & form teacher. Giving advices, making me work to my limit and doing addition work for us, thanks for everything. I feel great in this class even though i'm a repeat student, i'll do my best for 3e1.

Other subjects teachers, i hope i'll be able to maintain and hold on to my track, of course, to strive for the better good. All the best and thank you. Some teachers taught me last year will be able to see the differences. Previous me and the current me. Previous me has been killed by me ! Die bitch.

I don't really make any choices that makes me regret so much. This time, over a small matter, its killing me. I lost to Natasha by 0.2% and she got first while i got second. Its ok, ladies first, but not for the final year. If you wanna know why i repeat, go back up and see the results. Not the marks but the words.

I made no regrets. I'm filled with stress, however, i'm loving it. It excites me. I feel like bitch-slapping somebody. Well, you guess who.