ChinSiang, Cs
18 on 7th September 2009,
Interest: Drummer, Free Runner, Guitarist.
Some call me ChinSiang, some call me Cs, some call me Matbeng.
But, I love Dance, R&B, Rock, Alternative Rock, Jazz.
And, I like to disturb, tease, fool around & have fun.
Also, i'm camera-shy that's why i'm called cs.
However, cs also stands for confirm-single.
Lastly, I love girls!
AND PLEASE, i'm friendly. :D

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Monday, May 07, 2007


Students flocking in having the same goals, just to get the desired courses they wanted, wished, hoped. Everyone around you is an competitor, they're your enemies. Regardless of relationships, friends, siblings or cousins. All of them are striving for the same goal. Everyone is forced, no one's willing. Its all up to the individual, no one is there to give you a helping hand, you're all alone facing your greatest obstacle. Its up to your determinations, your will, your senses and last of all, intelligence. Fight for your rights, no one's there to help you, you got to give your very best. Give it a shot, you might make it, or it would be your greatest regret of your life. Its a do or not do choice. A decision that will determine your future, how people look at you.

For eyes are deceiving. So make a choice now, its not too late. Its better to be late than never. All the best, O level students, for a few months you're facing this, dun hesitate, put down all your knowledge and pray for the best.

I'm hesitating, the solutions to the questions, i got it in my mind. I'm hesitating, i seems to hesitate too long, i can't put it down. I'm hesitating, i can't concentrate, its distracting. I'm hesitating, i'm trying to put it down. I'm hesitating, i just can't get it through. I'm hesitating, i don't understand the questions. I'm hesitating, time is running out. I'm hesitating, i finally put it down, on the paper. I attempted another question. I'm hesitating again, its the fear inside me, on the incident of history repeating again. I'm afraid, i hesitated. I'm staring into space, i'm running out of time. I'm afraid, i'm trying to concentrate with the distractions around me. It doesn't seem to work anymore.

So just stop thinking of it. Stupefied, half-witted being. Just get the fuck out of it and end the misery. If there's no time, stop hesitating, if you're afraid, then give your very best shot and end it. Don't think about it anymore. Last minute work doesn't help, you're just cheating yourself. Stop being a geek and get prepared. For hesitating is the worst thing you do during an examination. You're murdering yourself in a gruesome way. Stop being simple minded and thinks that it doesn't matter. You might wan to try hanging yourself with noodles. Perhaps hitting yourself with a pillow or crushing your bike into the bush. I don't care, do what you want.

This is a post that might be the best way to provoke people who are labelled above. Yeah, i don't care for exams, my foot. I was out all night, i did not study at all, serve you right. Out all night when you're aware of having examinations the next day. There're plenty of time until O levels, oh really? i wonder. If thats the case, all the best to you. I'll see you next year.

Just a random post on people who alway pushes blame to other people instead of themself when they did badly for their exams. To be frank, i'm one living example, this sucks.

A scenario for you. Imagine 2 buses. One infront while another behind it. First bus is crowded and packed. Second bus is unoccupied. Both buses are equally fast, just that the second bus will always be behind first bus. Now, which one will you pick?

First bus, friends are with you and you'll graduate together as a class, you are in an express stream where you stands out.

Second bus, you're left behind, you're always slower than the first bus. You're seperated with your friends and advance with other students, which you do not know. You graduate with them. You're still in an express stream.

Now get what i mean? This is what i feel. First bus means 4 years in express stream. I'm on the second bus, 5 years in express stream. I'm seperated with my formal class, i'm not with them anymore. I advance with other students, the younger batch. We, the repeaters, do not stand out as much anymore. We're labelled with repeats. They look down on us. We wasted one year. So now, anyone fancy the third bus? Just my two cents worth. Take it or leave it. I don't care.

The destination is the same, its just the time spent is slightly different. We're going to the same destination, with friends onboard, along the journey, communication sounds like music. Teachers as the driver that will guide us through our journey. Every year is just like a station, whether you will get pass it or not, depends on your exams. If you sucks, you'll dropout from that bus, awaits the incoming of another bus. Life's like a survival, whether you die or not, lies in your hand. Its your decision that matters. No one can stop you. I'm honoured.
ended it all @ 12:02 AM




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