School's all right. Almost all of my classmates are already in the new year mood. Unlike me. I'm so not looking forward for it. It's not about the taking of red packet you see, it's the atmosphere. Did I mentioned that the concert this year sucked?

I really dread relatives going non-stop regarding on your appearance, academic & physical build. I'm so so so so sick of it. They can repeat the whole damn thing for years. 'Oh, you've grown taller!' 'How are you coping with your studies? O'levels this year?' 'Oh, getting more & more charming already as you get older. (obviously not).' I bet all of them are just words of courtesy.

Regarding another thing. I really really really dreaddddddddddd to see that old bastard. But i've no choice. I think we're going down his house for home visiting. Damn it. He better don't come & give me that kind of crap for that matter. I think I should continue the record of not visiting that old bastard. It has been a trend for not visiting your old ones eh. It's inevitableeeeee.

I carried out the surprise not long ago. Damn, she knew it. I shouldn't have called her the day before to ask about it man. :( Anyway, hope that she got SURPRISED. Hope that she liked it too. The gift as well.

Seriously, the main main main main reason of me sleeping during the bus ride home is that to avoid looking at the couples. But now it had become a habit for me. I can't care less but I did a grave mistake today. I didn't slept. & Very coincidentally, a couple was sitting infront of me. Doing those couple stuffs & stuffs you know. Really, this kind of things really get into me.

I'm currently so called fallen in love with someone. But she's attached, I couldn't do much you know. I don't know how deep her love is for him. I don't know their condition of relationship now. But there's one thing I know. If they were to break, I would make the move. I won't sit around & wait anymore like the past. (N) was right about me. I should have made the move.

& There's one fact that my friends & I found. The world is really changing. It's the nerd's world now. Nerds have stead. Buangsters have stead. Pretty or charming ones are kinda attracted to their own gender. What about the average girls? They are taken by the nerd boys. What about the average boys? They are currently waiting. And I think i'm one of them.

& Now the old feelings are back once more. Yes, pamela. I'm done with blogging ok. :)