This is the sound of my remedy; This is my heart in a melody.

ChinSiang, Cs
18 on 7th September 2009,
Interest: Drummer, Free Runner, Guitarist.
Some call me ChinSiang, some call me Cs, some call me Matbeng.
But, I love Dance, R&B, Rock, Alternative Rock, Jazz.
And, I like to disturb, tease, fool around & have fun.
Also, i'm camera-shy that's why i'm called cs.
However, cs also stands for confirm-single.
Lastly, I love girls!
AND PLEASE, i'm friendly. :D

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Thursday, February 21, 2008

"It's getting difficult to be around you.
There's so much I can't say.
Do you want me to hide the feelings and look away?"

There's really so much that I want you to know. But I can't afford to let you know. Don't ask me why. But I just can't do it. It's not about the guts, it's about the scene i'll spoil if I were to speak my feelings. Relationships. As typical guys always say this. 'As long as the girl's happy, i'm happy.' But, did they really practice what they preach? So far, there's only one close friend of mine having the same mindset as me.

"I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreaming's just a waste of time."

~~Yes, it's just so not reality to me. Even though I do dreamt of you before. But that's just not the fact that we're together.~~

"Through it all, you're always my best friend."

I think that's the limit of what both of us can get to. Yeah, I should have remained that way afterall. Being your best support in everything you do. But, heart & mind doesn't correspond with each other. I knew it all along.

"Confessions."

I don't want her to avoid & stuffs. I want it to be in a natural way. I seen many cases of what confessions can do. I've a friend who's undergoing that. I'm one living example once. I think i'm just not enough for her.

"Emotions."

You made me overjoyed in a minute. However, you made me downcast in seconds. I like the way you talk to me. I like the way how you approach me. I like the way on how you tell me your worriment. There are so much things that I want to write it down here. Absence makes the heart fonder. Things are better to be left unspoken.

So much things are said here. I think there's only one person who knows what i'm talking about. That person is a very unexpected person. Coincidentally, I've so many friends that are going through the same process as me. Don't bother to ask me who are those people that i've mentioned. I'll only say when you ask, provided it's the right time.

ended it all @ 9:55 PM