30.03.08
Went out to study with Pam & Twk. She has got a new nickname. :) It's called BOB haha ! Because of some reasons, yeah. Throughout the whole session was pretty fine, just that my eyes were damn irritated. Which causes her to call me 'red eyes'. Well, better than her BOB ! Met at 12pm plus which rained on the way there. Dismissed at 5pm.

Returned home & went to meet Boris. Did FC. Gonna do more of it, yeah, hopefully it will be daily. Slacked after FC. Somehow, we were lying on the wooden kind of tables & benches you know ? And catch up with our lives & you know. It's ok if you don't know haha ! As long as Boris & me understand what we're talking about. Back home again at 8pm plus.

To you-know-who:

Seriously, I could let you have a bitter 16 IF I wanted to. But you know what ? The one who stopped me was the person who you so called treasured most. So I thought I should have give you some face & let you high for a little on your birthday. & Since you've high enough, it's time ?

Frankly speaking, I won't talk to you. If it wasn't her or any of my close friends, I won't care less. I know you'll be wondering why the F am I interfering this issue. But the main concert will be you, speaking of her & of course, saying you have bad blood with me. Which is pretty obvious.

I believe she have explained & blogged her piece. It's up to you to believe her & stuffs. But since both of you cleared the misunderstandings. I think it's time for mine. But I must say this, should friends have the authority to control your own choice of friends ? Don't tell me you're gonna stick to ONE friend in the whole school ? Since you're so sociable & friendly, you should have a dozen of friends. Since it's not my issue, I won't go in detail. You know it yourself.

Ok, clearing of the bad blood issue. I would like to know, how many time you bastard me in the past. You can go recall & count. I know it, you know it. I'll give you one simple example. A typical outing to study, you've bastard me more than 2 times already. So, you can go think how many more. & Since we WERE so close.

Way back in the past. Advices & stuffs doesn't work on you. When you were sad, who was the one who console you in msn or even in class ? When you were confused, who was the one who gave you advices ? When you were angry, who was the one who made you relax ? When you were crying in class because of some incidents, who was the one who comfort you ? When you were studying alone at mac one fine night, who was the one who made the effort to find you & accompany you. & send you home ?

I believe there's so much more. & What did I get in return ? Sometimes not even a 'thanks'. Worst of all, & I remembered the last sentence you sent me.

'Don't tag me at my blog or talk to me, HE not happy about it.' Wow, thanks ah. So where did all my care, concert, comfort, console went to ? Just because of your boyfriend's not very happy about it, you could just push someone away & treat it like you don't care. No boyfriend = die. If that's the case, I think you've been dying for so long.

I don't know how much people hate you. But I do know, I dislike you. Simply because of your attitude. Because you could just bastard someone for the sake of your boyfriend. Who knows when they will get bastard by you ? I'm always there for you when you're feeling down in the past, you know it. But when your boyfriend comes to play ? 'Eh don't talk to me, HE not very happy' was what you gave me.

Yeah thanks ah. I can dig up alot of unhappiness moments IF I wanted to you know. My birthday last year, Jiaen's birthday. You, quarrelling with Jiaen because of HIM. Quarrelling with me because of HIM. Your so called, 'fake' break up with him after his O levels. Told me you'll surely do it then we could go celebrate or something. In the end ? I got bastard again. Seriously, I did so much just to get bastard.

Hah, bad blood with me. I think the problem lies in you, not me. You could go reflect about yourself while facing your wall at home. Maybe you might be enlighten. Be sure to thank the wall after that.

I could have bastard you to the max here, but I didn't. Why ? Because it's simply waste of my life. Don't bother to resolve this problem, because it's not appreciated. So yeah, remember, don't bastard my friends like how you bastard me okayyyy. I don't mind being one of your stupid victims, but don't do it anymore. You know I don't like people to bastard my friends. I know that, you know that, we know that.

Thanks for reading, bad blood. It will never change for the better. Because I choose not to. I know I'm too mean. But hey, this is the first time I bastard you back. So it shouldn't be that bad, ya ?

Thank you so much, my friend. Look on the bright side, at least I said thanks.