To have an earnest or strong desire; long.

Ah, i'm so bewildered. I don't know if I should say or not. I feel so.. Well well, only certain people know what i'm talking about. But I don't really wanna tell her man. Since she's like attached or whatever. It will seem like i'm breaking them up or something. God damn it. Maybe I should avoid, or stop, or just be normal. Hiding feelings isn't a good solution, speaking up isn't a fantastic one as well.

This feeling sucks. I'm feeling so fucking down until I don't know why.

Afterall, Y for yearn. It's the end of the whole thing. & I mean everything.

I have a sudden tendency to delete a certain number of entries. Should I or should I not ? Because I don't wanna let her know. At least not now.