Love's marked on the day, when you've decided on her.
Start of the process, when everyone gets to know about it.
Love strikes, when both are together.
But love kills, when both fall apart.

The time on the clock was ticking so slowly. I can't wait to end school & head home. It was because of 4, or rather 5 matters. The combination of the 5 resulted my moody day. Everyone was asking me about it.

I was in deep thoughts. I don't know why. I just felt that i'm not as capable as others in term of relationships. Not able to make her as happy as he did. So, I kept quiet for the whole of today. Avoiding & pretending that everything's fine. But my emotions betrayed.

One by one, friends walked past me & asking me what happened. I merely said nothing. I just felt like keeping quiet for today. However, things doesn't go my way. I couldn't hide forever. I told boris everything. Just as i'm on the verge of giving up, something happened.

I saw the whole incident. I couldn't help but felt worried for that split second. I just can't ignore the fact that I care for her. But I choose to stay where I am. That was when I know that this wasn't something that I could just put down. There's so much concern from me that I wanna let you know.

Your continuous staring & asking, simply disrupt whatever i'm doing. You know your stares affects me alot. By any ways or means. Moreover, concern this time. Hitting things doesn't work this time. I don't know why. Knuckles took the pain but emotions remain the same. Nothing hurts.

After maths remedial, I did the right choice. We & alexander, went to have lunch. After that, we had a heart-to-heart talk. Certainly made me felt alot, alot better. We chatted for quite a long period of time. Got to know more things, of course, she got to know more as well. Boris' question did helped out. Even though i've to call & ask him what he told her. But it's all worth it. Thanks boris.

Her response to boris' question, will be a good thing for me. Sent her home after the talk. Told me about her history of relationships. I guessed I did the right thing.

Reluctant to speak last night, speechless in school, got back on track tonight.