Trust is essential in some issues, while,
doing something on purpose with a motive is redundant.

I'm currently, quite/very/seems to/feel like/wants to get interested with 籃球火. Even though it's just second episode this week. It really tempt me to play back sports. Kind of like slam dunk, but, I don't know. It's just cool.

Things doesn't seem to go my way. Mood are always fluctuating, every emotions are shown on my face & I can't avoid it. I'm not good in acting. I tried several ways to calm down but it doesn't seem to work in any way. Maybe, just a little. Perhaps, my hot-tempered days are back again. But who can stop me. Maybe, her.

I choose to be subdued sometimes, just to see who will be the one that gets it. Or i'm just too sick to get bothered. But it appeared that, my actions & expressions betrayed me time & time again. I need some control, seriously.

On a lighter note, 6 more days to 3rd. 76 more days to her birthday. 100 days to reach a certain issue. ily.

What I desired most, will be winning back what i've lost or fading without any reasons. To capture back the time or to move back in time.