It's been really really longgggggg time ever since I blogged. I've been really really busy so yeah. Okay, I lied, I was just plain lazy haha. :(

Anyway, exams are over but i've nothing to do now. So damn annoying. But so far, i've plans for weekends and tues. Gonna have competition in around 18 more hours! =/ Damn anxious can. Hope nothing goes wrong tomorrow, like capsize or something. I don't wanna get murdered(inside joke).

Anyway, this is something that I realised throughout my life.

When you're born, you know absolutely nothing.

When you're a toddler, you're starting to learn something new everyday.

When you're a child, you want everything.

When you're a teen, you want to be cool, rebel, you want an exciting relationship.

[If you're a guy, you wanna act all cool and stuffs, start to learn to drink and smoke and desire a hot and pretty gf]

[If you're a girl, you start to know the importance of image, looks, start to learn how to make up and fashion sense and wants a cool bf]

When you're 16, you want more freedom.

When you're approaching 18, all those things start to tone down. All your silly thoughts are put on hold.

I'm a guy, and i'm 18. And now, what's important in my heart, what I desire are simply what normal people wants.

Body and health conscious, satisfying relationship. Just your typical guy.

And I guess that's maturity for you.

But one damn silly thought that I can't put on hold even now, and I guess it's the instinct of every single guy.

I wanna protect and be there for my girl every now and then. :)

Well well, what to do? I'm still a normal guy with his needs afterall.